Wow, I definitely know I have made the right decision. How many times does it take for a person to realise that when they are not on the right path things go drastically wrong ??
I went in to see work this morning and my boss, Deepak was so supportive and said to take as long as I need. I went around and gave a few hugs and said I would see everyone in a month or so and got a lift home.
I booked my flight for Monday, got the travel agent to do it this time and I now have the ticket in my hand, so thats all set. I had sent an email to my new Nepali angel, Ann whoo lives in Pokahara about organising things and this beautiful person who has never met me, invited me to spend Dasian with her and her extended Nepali family and is organising the 'perfect' guide for my amble through the Annapurna Region. It is always so humbling and heartwarming when you are shown this type of kindness and generosity.
I had a bit of a rest and Moni (from work) popped in with some herbal remedies for my cough, some bark type stuff that you chew and a thermos of this drink that sort of smells like Vicks. We had a bit of a girls chat and next thing she says is pack up your stuff and come and stay at my place till you go and when I get back I now have a real home to go to. I've got junk everywhere and I have to organise money to settle my hotel and broadband bill, so the big move is tomorrow.
I went down to the shop to say goodbye to the people there that I chat to and the 'cute' one says, but how can I take you out now ... so I also have a date tonight.
I'm still sort of reeling at how fast this has all happened, but I am feeling so much lighter as I know that things are heading in the right direction. After a month of communing with nature, doing some meditation and reiki and oh all right I'm sure I'll fit in a night or two of drinking and dancing, I will be back up on my feet and raring to go ... and hopefully I will start to pick up on these signs quicker and do something before I need the sledgehammer again.
As I am not taking the computer to Pokahara (I'm actually going to use .. wait for it ... a pen and a PAPER diary .. shocking I know, but we did manage with them for quite a few years before the good old keyboard), I will now be reliant on dial up and/or Net Cafe's, so I won't be online as much, but I will try and check my emails daily when I'm not trekking.
Take Care, Love you all and keep letting me know how you are doing