Finally it has dawned ... I have been trying to work out why I have been so miserable lately. Yes, I miss everyone and Yes, I've been spending a fair bit of time on my own, but none of this is anything new .. Hell, I spent nearly 22 years in solitary confinement. Its not my general nature to be down for so long and it has really been bugging me, but today I worked it out ...
LAUGHTER !!! ... I am in a situation where I generally am not part of the conversation as its always in Nepali, so I have no idea what is going on, the English conversations are always a question and answer type thing and NO laughter .. I need my daily dose of laughter ... thats whats missing. No matter where I have been before, there has always been someone to have a good laugh with.
I don't really know how to remedy the situation at the moment but at least I know what the problem is .... now for the solution .. I gotta go and find me some genuine laughter ....