Of all the recent developments in my life the most painful one just happened, people are changing around me but the fact is I am the same, same from day one, what I mean is I have the same love respect and feelings for the ones I care about in fact no matter what they think. My feelings just seem to grow on.
Just recently I had a silent match of death with my friend and I let him win; if it’s any consolidation to him he must know how I suffer while I seek redemption. No matter what happens I will be patiently waiitng, beacuse I don't belive in miracles only the power of companionship.
But I have always been a free spirit and would remain so for the time to come. Free sprits although hard to break, once broken can never be replaced. I am saving mine for all my sanity, learning lessons of life by falling on the ground, again and again doing mistakes just as a child would do. Blame me.