Yeah, I know this sounds a little metaphysical to many. That’s ok, I don’t expect everyone, or even anyone, to appreciate or understand this post. I like to blog about things that strike me as interesting and if there is an interested audience – well, then great. If not, that’s ok too.
I’ve recently done a lot of thinking about reality. Deeply thinking about reality creates many potential problems, since the only reality anyone knows is the one they think they’re experiencing. However, I’ve come to believe something a little different.
I am personally coming to the conclusion that only right now exists. Not just right now, but ONLY right now. There is nothing outside of this moment and there never has been. All our past and all of our future is embedded in a complex mental construction of time dilation while reality itself is laughing at our concept of time and space.
I’ve had no less than 2-3 “déjà vu” experiences per day for my known lifetime. These experiences feel like hyper-exposed illuminated visions cast on the silver screen of my perceived reality and are nearly indiscernible from the very fabric of our cumulative and accepted perception and experience of reality. They often come after something big has occurred in life that should be exceptional, but ends up only feeling expected. No, I’m not on any illegal (or legal for that matter) substances as I’m thinking and writing about this. These experiences always leave, amongst other things, a feeling of concurrency and congruency in life experience. It’s as though my linear thinking of time is overlapping with my now thinking/experiencing of time. In the end, I’ve determined there is no difference excepting my own personally limiting perspective.
I have no mathematical basis or even any scientific basis for my beliefs. They are all based on experiential data collected for 31 years. Well, at least seemingly for that period of time, but obviously the point being made illustrates that it is really only based on what data is occurring right now. Because honestly, has there ever really been any time other than RIGHT NOW? Can you ever truly say it is NOT right now?