Well tomorrow is, I believe the one year mark of me being out of work. How do I feel? Well mad yes, self worth low again yes, money problems oh ya. What am I to do….hmmmm. Well first off self pity does not help me get a job. Hiding from the bill collectors, makes the money problems worse. Praying and self refection, is a start. Trusting in God that cares, gives me hope. I am stepping out in faith and getting the training I need (A+, Network+ and CCNA) and making the statement here that I will help others in need some way, some how. Maybe through my group “Gray Matters!” in LinkedIn or helping the local bread give away group. God has plan for me and I just need to feel it out. I think I am now going in the right direction.